back.... Long time no post or whatever cause no feelings... If you are my friends you all should know the reasons i dont want elaborate.... Today went back to ncps with weihao,delwyn,rachel,kenneth,jingting and beverely.... Ncps highest score is 275 no bad.. And congrats... One person need retain sad...... Than tmr have band.... and not going band camp cause going oversea sad...

Time had passed,
You are gone,
And will be back.
I only want
You to be with me,
That the only thing i want...

those who know the meaning can be pro....... PLs not a love poem for ur info.......
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me


Woah...... There an open house on this saturday and next saturday maybe performing maybe not... Still have band camp ... haiz busy sia... than is till have many event coming out... Maybe only.. Not sure... Than there class chalet next monday if i am right... Looking forward to it.. And desmond i am still trying to slove your poem.... Give me some time....


two days had past....(to her)

2 days had past and yet you haven reply... i can caculate the days that you did not reply already.... I dont believe you are so busy that you can reply others and why cannot reply me... Is it so hard? If it it so hard than fine.... I will not disturb you anymore and leave you alone... Is that what you want... You want me to forget you?
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me


1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Damien

3. Last text message: Chester
4. Last song you listened to: 没有如果。
5. Last time you cried: secret


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Not sure

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nah

9. Lost someone special:of course
10. Been depressed: of course

11. Been drunk and threw up: never


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. black:D 13. sky blue 14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: of course

16. Fallen out of love: maybe
17. Laughed until you cried:i think so.

18. Met someone who changed you: think so

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: dont know

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost 100%

23. How many kids do you want? 2... 1 girl 1 boy

24. Do you have any pets: no.

25. Do you want to change your name: yes....

26. What did you do for your last birthday: if i am right i cried?

27. What time did you wake up today: 8am sharp

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: waiting for someone to reply

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: faster take my piano grade

30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few seconds ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: All my weakness

32. What are you listening to right now: My mom scoldings

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i dont even has a friend named tom

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: hm...... a lot

35. Most visited webpage: youtube and blogger

36. Whats your real name: common sense

37. Nicknames: useless

38. Relationship Status: dont know

39. Zodiac sign: libra

40. Male or female?:Male

41. Primary School?: NCPS

42. Secondary School?: NCHS

43. High school/college?: Not yet.

44. Hair colour: black

45. Long or short: very very very very short

46. Height: 1.65m

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: dont know

48: What do you like about yourself?: nothing

49. Piercings: i hate piercings

50. Tattoos: No

51. Righty or lefty: righty



FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: No

53. First piercing: No

54. First best friend: Yes?

55. First sport you joined: badminton

56. First vacation: malaysia (grandma house)

58. First pair of trainers: p3



RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: homework

62. Listening to: people playing basketball

63. Waiting for: her to reply


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: ya

65. Get married?: ya

66. Career: doctor / lecturer



WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: Younger.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.



HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: nope.

77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: ya

79. Sex on first date: NOPE

80. Broken someone's heart: yes

82. Been arrested: no.

83. Turned someone down: Yes.

84. Cried when someone died: no.

85. Fallen for a friend: yes?



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: No

87. Miracles: Sometimes.

88. Love at first sight: YA.

89. Heaven: no.

90. Santa Claus: Is real.

91. Kiss on the first date: maybe.

92. Angels: yes.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.. i not huaxin

95. Did you sing today?: no

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: for example?

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the happy times

98. The moment you would choose to relive? dont get it

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes....

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? maybe yes maybe not
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me


Sometimes i felt that i am the forgotten...
You always forget the promises you make...
You always forget the things i did for you...

I am waiting...
You are forgetting me when time pass...
Time never return...
I might leave you one day and you might had totally forget me...
And you will never remember me like the past...
Text me everyday...
talk to me everyday...

Now it had changed...
You totally never reply me...
I had to wait till midnight than you will talk to me...
I am not tired.....
But loss...
Sometimes i never sleep for the whole night just to wait for your reply...
And you give me sad replies...
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me


The world said,
everyone is born equal.
The god said,
everyone get equal things.
I said,
we get everything equal except for life......

Let name a few examples...
1. each human do not have the same life spam. Each of us have different life spam. Maybe each of us will just die tomorrow....(touchwood)
2. Each of us do not get the same amount of love
3. We cant select our future to be with the one we love.........

I know is strange i wrote this cause i learn from desmond....... Wirte poems....

Last thing.... I dont think that person will read
Can i ask what am i really to you?
a friend? nothing?
why you kept breaking promises?
If you cant do it than why you keep giving me hopes and keep waiting for you....
Please don't tell me you had forgotten them...... unless you want me to forget all my promises to you.....
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me


very longggg did not post already. Cause i have:
1. No time
2. No idea
3. No computer time
and other random stuff...

Going to take report book already.. Hope can get top 5 in class and top 10 in school....... craping.....

Secondly hope i can learnt these pieces in band:
1. Der vogelhandler (MUST)
2. Best friend
3. jubilance (be perfect)
4. Dark adventure (be perfect)
5. Christmas festival
6. Promotion march(perfect)
7. Clectic air (perfect)
and many many more............
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me



New anime..... ok i think i a an anime freak..... keep finding new anime...... but this is introduced by my band friend, YiSi thanks... is quite nice....
but it is such a sad sad ending..... but is quite nice..

and i would like to thanks the people who talked to me... I am fine and thanks alot. And xuanni and jiayu and the ithers for scolding the person.... thanks...
Please don't let the music stop... By leaving me